When thinking of my top 5, I find myself unable to just think about just the sex. It’s not just about sex for me. I’m kind of girly like that. It’s about feelings and cuddling and all that junk too. The first three really stand out from the rest (and there’s been 22, mind you). Those were not difficult to figure out. The 4th was pretty far behind and the 5th barely made it. There’s just gotta be feelings! So, here goes!
#1 – Hunter. He’s the only one I’ve ever been dominant with for more than just a night. The sex was good, especially in the beginning when he could last longer than 3 seconds, hehe. I got to experience SO much with him, especially as a dominant. He let me hurt him. It was with him that I discovered denial & orgasm control are a huge kink for me. We cuddled after sex. He’s the first guy I was comfortable with letting go down on me (I am hugely self-conscious about it). I never doubted his attraction to me. Most importantly, I loved him (in spite of the fact he didn’t deserve it). That is what really makes him #1. For me, a guy could be the best lay in the world but if I don’t have genuine feelings for him, it’s not really going to matter.
#2 – Jason. He was one of the first people I recall experimenting with BDSM with. I remember the first moment I saw him – he was wearing jeans and a white beater. He’s in the military, which should give you some indication about the type of body he has. Yummy is about the only word that could describe him. We got together sporadically over four-ish years and still communicate occasionally. He was always dominant with me and I trusted him totally. He pushed a lot of my limits, especially the emotional ones. He’s the only guy I’ve ever let fuck me in the ass and he was so sweet and gentile about it (again, I was/am extremely self-conscious about it!) In spite of the fact I was submissive towards him, he is the one who originally saw the dominant in me. I never in a million years thought that was something I would enjoy. But he brought it up several times and eventually I started to entertain the idea and now realize that is ultimately the type of relationship I want to be in. He was the complete package: hot, amazing cock, and sweet. Like with Hunter, one of the reasons it was so good with him was because of feelings I had for him. While I never loved him, he was a good friend. He did (and does) mean a lot to me.
#3 – Darren. He is the one I wrote about here. He was the first guy I ever slept with more than once (I’d been with two guys before him). I was his first. He was very sweet – would have done just about anything for me, or for any of his friends for that matter. We would lay in his bed and talk for hours. He was the first guy I ever spent the night with. The sex was good too, of course. Poor guy stuck with me even though for the first few months I was an only-missionary-lights-off-covers-on girl. He brought up trying doggie style several times but I was so naive that I thought doggie was anal! When I figured out what it really was I tried it and of course liked it!
#4 – Chad. I was only with him a handful of times but all of those times were extremely pleasurable. Once he wore a flavored condom – it was one of the few times I didn’t mind giving head (the condom wasn’t on but did leave behind some flavor). I remember him being very soft – not his cock of course, but his skin. And he seemed to have a tenderness about him. Tenderness should not be confused with sweetness because I was one of multiple side flings while he was engaged. He had a very nice cock – on the longer side but also on the thin side. To the best of my recollection he is the only guy that has been both long enough to satisfy me but also never hurt me when he first entered me. Like with the others, I had some feelings for him. It was more of a crush, but there was a friendship of sorts also.
#5 – Trent, the guy from the previous post. The sex was good and he looked like a combination of Aaron Rodgers & Ashton Kutcher. His cock was close to perfect too. But, he’s a pretty distant 5th because his personality annoyed the hell out of me. It tainted the whole experience.
